April 30, 2008 Your Due Date has arrived Daniel!
It is still so hard for me to accept you are gone, we waited for you for so long after we lost AnnaBeth, now we are left with so many questions, no answer & no sweet baby here with us. I walk around in a fog some days...like I can't quite put my finger on what's wrong...it's because you are gone from me sweet Daniel. I miss you.
I hope you have the most Beautiful day today with all your friends! We are planning a balloon release today, in memory of your due date, for you, AnnaBeth & all your sweet friends.
I want you to know that even though Mommy has been so busy with brothers & sister, & I can't get on-line as much as I used to, I am Always thinking of you & AnnaBeth & all your angel friends. You are with me in my heart every moment of the day.
We have some other things planned in your memory baby, I'll write more later.
This baby was yours before he was mine, & I know you love him even more than I am humanly capable of, with a perfect love. Please know, that as much as I miss him, I am thankful he is in your care & that, because you sent your son to die for me, I can hope for Heaven....to be reunited with my children there. Help me to live my life so that not only I, but my entire family & all those I give witness to, can be with you in paradise one day.
Your grieving/hoping daughter,